February 2013
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I feel like shit. I want some dope. But the hook...
Feb 19th
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January 2013
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Jan 19th
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sparkleglitteryumyum: I witnessed a drug deal today, actually not my first. It was in a gas station parking lot. My dad and I were just like “ooo you doin druuugs!” Then we were like “lol you are wasting money.”
Jan 19th
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Jan 14th
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Jan 14th
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If you do drugs, especially illegal ones, or drink...
Jan 11th
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I DID IT AGAIN: My Inaugural post →
igotamonkeyonmyback: So I’m just going to get it out of the way and say: I did it again. I fucked up. I’m addicted to something and now I’m living with the consequences of that addiction. I’ve decided to begin this blog to help me on my road of recovery and perhaps become a cautionary tale. You see, it all…
Jan 9th
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Jan 8th
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reckless-encounters: I’m sick and it’s so weird that the only thing I think about is how if I could drink everything would be okay and I wouldn’t get sick because alcohol kills germs. My sponsor told me that I should journal everyday… That means daily text posts! (She says I’m going to have a lot of feelings I don’t understand because I’m so used to being numb all the time)
Jan 8th
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Jan 1st
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December 2012
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i feel like shit
depression-kills-me-every-day: i am shaking. I’m depressed, my head hurts. im high. i have to work from 3:30-almost 11, its new years eve and all i want to do is have some fun and smile for once in a while… 
Dec 31st
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A Haiku for the Child of an Alcoholic
twain-muffin: I’m afraid that if I enjoy wine too much I’ll Become a wine-o
Dec 31st
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Just An Addict
dankbitch420: I am just an addict lost to the cycle  twisted, and pained I am just an addict scared, bruised, bent On my knees I scream “Help me, for I Need even the fuckin’ prick!” in the moment of sanity I realized I am just an addict.
Dec 27th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 15th
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whooops.
h0rriblesanity: taking pills out of boredom and loneliness.  is that bad?
Dec 15th
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Heroin
my-periphery: This feeling in me it twists and turns perforating holes, I let it burn. To think I’d feel less stress? I sold my soul. It drove me mad, the sense I never knew I had. I hear something in nothingness A plea to end it all. Silent and helpless I am branded for taking the fall.
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 5th
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Dec 5th
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Dec 5th
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November 2012
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Heddy: Someone went missing for a week in my town →
heddy1: Girls and Moms are posting on fb non stop- was on the news, and all of that. Police looking for her like crazy. Apparrently she has kids and she left them by themselves. The reason? she’s a junkie and went for a week on a drug bender. Not in trouble, not hurt, but felt the need to leave her…
Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
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Nov 25th
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Nov 24th
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Nov 24th
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Nov 24th
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I've been having thoughts and cravings...
taraannnn: For things I really really shouldn’t be having or thinking about… why have I been getting these cravings lately? I refuse to revert to who I used to be… Please God, take these cravings away, I’m doing too good to lose myself again. I won’t allow it.
Nov 24th
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quarter-life-crisis-24: I love the fact I’m no longer a meth addict. It was the hardest thing ever to give that up and I’m so proud. But I miss that food never ever crossed my mind. I could go days without eating and I was happy with my body… Can never win
Nov 22nd
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Nov 22nd
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Nov 22nd
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this girl is trying to convince me that I'm using...
satisfymys0ul: first off sweetie you don’t know me like that HAVING DONE HARD DRUGS FOUR TIMES IN EIGHTEEN YEARS OF LIVING DOES NOT MAKE ME AN ADDICT marijuana doesn’t solve my problems I’m not fucking stupid you know why I smoke marijuana? because I fucking love it   So step the fuck off this isn’t Intervention.
Nov 21st
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Nov 20th
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Nov 19th
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: Addict →
jtl-miss2011: He’s an addict. He’s in pain. He’s silent. He’s screaming for help at the top of his lungs. Im an addict. Trying to get clean. I cant make him get clean. I can’t help him. Im watching him. Struggle. Fight. Destroy himself. In a process of trying to find himself. He’s amazing. He’s smart. He’s…
Nov 19th
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Drugs aren't the answer
voguebydaysmackwhorebynight: I promise you, there is something better.
Nov 18th
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im-just-a-wallflower: I. Need. A. Cigarette. Right. Fucking. Now.
Nov 18th
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SHOOT METH, NOT GUNS: "Always been your father's... →
dude-whered-my-veins-go: When you were younger, in pig tails Always in trouble They’d laughed and say, “She’s just like her father.” You’ve gained some years and They’re all nervously watching As your delicate footprints start to Match up with his as you’re walking. Now you look just like him, “She’s…
Nov 16th
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