Cassie Rodenberg

Feb 19

I feel like shit. I want some dope. But the hook got locked up and now I have no hook. I feel like shit cus I’m fiending and I don’t want to be.. I’m sick of this life. I’m better than this.

(Source: backtodabay)

Jan 18

(Source: hannahkaren11)

sparkleglitteryumyum:

I witnessed a drug deal today, actually not my first. It was in a gas station parking lot. My dad and I were just like “ooo you doin druuugs!” Then we were like “lol you are wasting money.”

Jan 14

(Source: saturnr)

Jan 13

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(Source: introverteddork)

Jan 11

If you do drugs, especially illegal ones, or drink excessively or underage, i am sorry, but yoy are automatically unattractive to me. You could be a great person, but it’s just not what I value and I can’t respect it.

(Source: musicwritingreadingblogger)

Jan 09

I DID IT AGAIN: My Inaugural post -

igotamonkeyonmyback:

So I’m just going to get it out of the way and say:

I did it again.

I fucked up.

I’m addicted to something and now I’m living with the consequences of that addiction.

I’ve decided to begin this blog to help me on my road of recovery and perhaps become a cautionary tale.

You see, it all…

Jan 08

(Source: tokesmokeandjoke)

reckless-encounters:

I’m sick and it’s so weird that the only thing I think about is how if I could drink everything would be okay and I wouldn’t get sick because alcohol kills germs.
My sponsor told me that I should journal everyday… That means daily text posts! (She says I’m going to have a lot of feelings I don’t understand because I’m so used to being numb all the time)

Jan 01

420weedgraphics:

hell fire by ~DublinsToyFactory

Dec 31

i feel like shit

depression-kills-me-every-day:

i am shaking. I’m depressed, my head hurts. im high. i have to work from 3:30-almost 11, its new years eve and all i want to do is have some fun and smile for once in a while… 

(Source: imtheguyurparentswarnedyouabout)

A Haiku for the Child of an Alcoholic

twain-muffin:

I’m afraid that if
I enjoy wine too much I’ll
Become a wine-o

Dec 28

keeshitup:

Now, everybody get down , i just got out of rehab

(via precioustimesforthoughts)

Dec 27

Just An Addict

dankbitch420:

I am just an addict

lost to the cycle 

twisted, and pained

I am just an addict

scared, bruised, bent

On my knees I scream

“Help me, for I

Need even the fuckin’ prick!”

in the moment of sanity

I realized

I am just an addict.